"Hakuna Matata"

I've decided to do something. I'm going to start being honest to everyone about everything. I'm going to stop my past from taking over and help myself and the people I love. I have to admit I have made mistakes I'm not proud of, but I forgive myself and do something good to make up for it. I use to cut myself and now and then starve myself as well. Both my parents are screw ups and I'm there mistake, so live with my aunt. We don't always get along because she doesn't understand me or what I've seen and been through. My life still isn't what I'd like it to be, and yes there are somethings I still regret, but it's amazing what a smile can hide too. I've learned no one is perfect but it doesn't mean you have to label it that way, because to me everything I see is perfect the way it is. Don't depend on others to make you happy. If you want something done, do it yourself. And if someone doesn't understand you, then that's there problem, find someone that does. Negative thoughts will only feed your depression into a monster you'll soon hate. You are Beautiful the way you are no matter what anyone has told you. There is no need to harm yourself in any way either because you aren't the only person feeling the way you do, therefore you are not the only person out there and you are not alone. Do things that make you happy, and not things that make other people happy. Fuck bullshit and the people who create it. You are an individual that needs to be strong and true to yourself, so stand out and be yourself. Believe in yourself and don't let anyone get the best of you. It's okay to make mistakes, so long as you learn from your mistakes. Don't hurt the people around you because you don't know if there going through a bad time or worse. And you should always forgive everyone, even if you're not at fault or if they've hurt you, because it's amazing how a person can be so unpredictable with what they do and how they react towards things. And there's something I like saying and going by because its true. Drunk Words are Sober Thoughts. One last thing, I'm Janise Marie and enjoy my blog.